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riscottioften and always, i feel like 'hey, ite isn't as bad as i thought it was the first few weeks of school. now, even better, i've got a group of friends.'
but often and always i feel like i have a group of friends whom i do not know. a group of friends who do not care. a group of hi-bye friends. the only friend i have in that group, despite whatever we've been through, is bernie. despite our arguments and bickering, she is the only one who truly cares about me. she's the only one who gives a shit whenever something happens to me. she's the only friend i have in class. she's all the friends i need, actually.
right now...i feel like bursting into a fit of hokkien vulgarities.
but i won't.
not. worth. it.
but often and always i feel like i have a group of friends whom i do not know. a group of friends who do not care. a group of hi-bye friends. the only friend i have in that group, despite whatever we've been through, is bernie. despite our arguments and bickering, she is the only one who truly cares about me. she's the only one who gives a shit whenever something happens to me. she's the only friend i have in class. she's all the friends i need, actually.
right now...i feel like bursting into a fit of hokkien vulgarities.
but i won't.
not. worth. it.
