entry 10

[riscotti]

i feel miserable
like
they've taken advantage of me
which they did

my things
things i teach them out of friendship
my friendship
the things i gave to them out of friendship
things i do for them out of friendship

it's all been taken advantage of
and idk
what
to think

i can't really think
this is all just gibberish

did i really do something so wrong
(i can't think of any)
for me to be treated like this

i don't
know
any (anymore)
more

kindness
and i get paid
with ungratefulness
bad attitudes
moodswings

that's what i get
for being a friend
then
alright

friends come and go
i'm not saying we need
to be best friends

just friends
and appreciate me
for who i am

it's all i ask
it hurts to know

it hurts to be treated
like this
i don't think i deserve it

i really don't
but idk what to say
i don't want to be
'sensitive'